I am kinda tired of my current unsettle living lifestyle. Being able to travel around here and there is of course enjoying and it always been my dream to travel around the world. But to date, I felt a little tiring of "non-permanent" status of all the things that I am doing now. Wonder when only I wanted to settle down and to have my own family… All I have to do is to make choices... Well, maybe game theory analysis will be kinda helpful in this case… lol… But always remember, when you achieve something, you will definitely lose something on the other hand. No regret over the choices made. Look ahead, walk forward, and treat the past as a lesson learnt… Deadline is near the corner, projects and assignment are killing me tenderly, midterm exam fall on next week, yet my prof came up with some works for me to do…arghh… Yeah…I recalled something. Mention about professor. According to my 1 year observation in this university, their teaching system is so much different from us, Malaysia. They, Taiwanese strongly practice Confucian beliefs in ethics and behavior, which one of it is RESPECT the elderly. But to me, some people have so much respect in their superiors that they have none left for themselves. What the point of too respect and you got yourself lost? Whenever you tried to voice up your opinions, they will said "no, you are wrong" and when you try to ask why, or to defend your own point of view, you will be blame for not respect. If in Malaysia, I can just voice out my opinion freely without having worry about disrespect, it's all because of we believe in SHARING of knowledge… yeaaaa, another thing is to whatever the prof said, we can never say "NO". No matter how much you say or you do, they will never listen. What he said is always right and what we said will never reach up to his consideration. I feel like I am in a primary school. To whatever we (student) want to do, we have to ask for permission. Once the prof said NO, nobody dare to cross the line. Haha…
Recently, I have come across a few of my friend's cases where they came to an end to their years-long relationship, included me, myself. Hurm… I am going to finish up my master next year, and I am a little worry on my future career. I have my dream, I have my goal, I wanted to achieve something in my life, and I want to be a different someone in this big big world. Yet I am so little to do so :P. I want to get marry, I want to have my own family, I want to stay with my parent, and I want to work with my previous company, previous waterfront project.
Well, it is all about my bias opinions toward what I have experienced.
Well, today is my Dad birthday. To my surprise, sopo Noi doesn't know bout it, Mengkee and wife balik kampong. None of them remember it, include my Dad himself. What a great 56th birthday he has. Luckily my Dad still have a good daughter who remember his birthday…Haha, is me, is me~! Happy Birthday DAD… Another thing is our Family Trip. After years of planning, finally we made it; our first family trip. I really look forward for this trip. To Macau – Guangzhou - Shenzen – HongKong (hopefully). Few days ago; 07112009, is my grandpa 13th death anniversary, regretfully, he was not able to return to his motherland in Foshan, Guangzhou before my grandpa made his way to heaven. Now, we, MAHs are going to realize it on behalf. Hmmm, how I wish I can have my grandpa picture posted here… But, it seems like we don't have too many pictures of my grandpa…
I was enjoying my summer holiday back in Malaysia and also busy travelling around to the very special corner on Earth, Europe. Spent all my saving in that nearly-1month trip, but that doesn't make me regret over losing my saving. Yet I'm happy that one of my dreams had been fulfilled with the most Joyous. Spending time together with my cousin, Chan Kin Leong at UK is the most memorable thing in my trip. He indeed missed Keluarga MAH so much, all his cousin sisters and brothers. Not forgetting the way Keluarga MAH communicate, our secret recipe, exaggerating rude words in a short sentences...haha, I know it's doesn't sound nice, but that make us special...We have been chatting all night long, flashing back to the Ah Tuk's era, where my grandpa have to take care of 11 cucu yang over active, where ah tuk used to scold us 'Roti Tao' (Roti Head), mang tao wu yeng (blind head flies) which I've no idea wtf is that mean...hehe, It's funny... and I miss ah tuk a lot...huhu..

When I tried to wiki on 'addiction', it's come up with thousand of definitions of such
"The term "addiction" is used in many contexts to describe an obsession, compulsion, or excessive psychological dependence, such as: drug addiction (e.g. alcoholism), video game addiction, crime, money, work addiction, compulsive overeating, problem gambling, computer addiction, nicotine addiction, pornography addiction, plastic surgery addiction, etc" quoted from wiki...
2 of the definition is quite suite me....haha.. Only god knows how much time I spent here…






